We find out if you're a boy or a girl (I think you're a boy, and that is pretty much everyone elses vote as well) in 3 days, my birthday! What a great birthday gift! We are really really excited.
I started feeling little fluttery movements around 18 weeks, and last week I really felt you move. Like little bubbles popping, or tiny nudges. It was pretty exciting! It doesn't happen that often just yet, but I'm starting to really feel like there is a life inside of me. I am officially 20 weeks tomorrow, the half way point.
Sometimes I really don't feel ready, so I'm glad I have 20 more weeks to get used to the idea of having a tiny baby to take care of. I'm nervous. I'm glad your big sister is going to be 4 1/2 because she will be a huge help. She is so excited to meet you and still tries to talk into my bum to you. She is always giving you/my belly hugs and saying,"Hi baby! I love you, baby".
Your daddy is really excited too.
My tummy is really starting to get big and its now obvious that I'm pregnant. I just bought my first batch of maternity clothes today. It's a good thing leggings are in style right now, because they are the only thing I feel like wearing!
I am thinking about giving birth naturally. I am insane. For some reason I'm just really considering it, something I never thought I'd do. I go back and forth between really wanting to and then just "Heck, give me the epidural!". We'll see! If your daddy doesn't get a job in the next 5 months outside of Utah, I'll be delivering at LDS hospital again, which makes me happy because I loved it there when I delivered Mae. I am also going to midwives this time rather than a OBGYN.
Well, your daddy is snoring next to me and I'm getting pretty tired myself.
Goodnight, little critter.