January 2nd, 2010

I'm starting to show more and feeling not so skinny anymore, but I know you'll be worth it!
It seems like I'm always hungry, but such a picky eater. Trying my hardest to eat healthy for your benefit and my butts :)

I am still exhausted, but not near as much as a few weeks ago. In only 9 weeks we'll find out if you are a boy or a girl! I can't believe it's that soon. I know it will go by fast. I think you are  boy. I can't remember what I wrote in my last entry, so if I repeat myself, please just bear with me. "bare" or "bear"???? I don't know.

The worst part about being pregnant is now moody I am. With Mae I was more emotional, more "I cry when a fly dies" sort of emotional. This time around I want to bite everyone's head off and I know I'm not pleasant to be around most of the time. I feel really bad, but it's so hard to control or hide. Most of the time I really have no reason to get mad about stuff. Poor Tom and Mae. I'm just so grateful that they put up with it and love me anyways. Tom understands, but it can't be easy for him with me getting on his case about stupid things. He's such a good guy!

Well, I think that's it for today. I have my next appt. on Jan 10th and we get to hear your heartbeat! I'm really excited and I can't wait to see Mae's face when she hears it! You will love your big sister. She is so fun and loving. She can't wait to help take care of you.